What is happening to me?

What is happening to me?

What is happening to me?
I used to love my own company.
Now, I can only hear echoes
Sounds of laughter
Sounds of a group I feel alienated to
But I feel alienated to everything, everyone

Silence was never so deafening
The dusk, never so smothering
I still dislike crowds
Yet I have begun to dislike my voice more
I hate it when it whispers about my inabilities

The color is being sucked out
So are the little pleasures I would enjoy
I sleep but I no longer rest
I eat but I don’t remember the flavor, the taste

Are my friends still my friends?
Because it feels like the comradeship is gone
Now, I feel all alone

I ask again, what is happening to me?
The question hangs in the air, larger than life

I have no answer, just assumptions

I need color, I need flavor.
I need inspiration, I need motivation.
I need something to believe in

Photo Credits- Akshay Khond

Photo Credits- Akshay Khond


4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. aditi1641
    Aug 28, 2014 @ 15:39:44

    Great poem!



  2. Akshay Khond
    Sep 18, 2014 @ 14:15:48

    never knew you had a blog too 🙂 nice one 😀



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